sad........

Lost a fren today......."ray". Some1 i like alot since long ago. Sad. Why? Cos i really treat him well. But finally....i m still disregarded. Cos i dont comply to his childish demands. Well he is 18. I dont blame him. I have my fair share of teen's immaturity. Its overflowing my capacity. Thus.......my search for 20+ guys.

Is everyone taking me for granted? I know not all of you......i know who are, and who aint. I just keep mum....but sometimes......i only learn my lessons when my extent is reached, my limitaton breached, till i wanna smash the wall....and ask myself why is this happening?
Am i too nice? too frenly? I think i am most of the time.....but i think its time to keep my cool, and be more selfish, think more for myself, keep more, give less. I love frens. But some r just not worth keeping.....

I m sad........very sad. Lesson learnt: No use being nice to anyone who dont appreciate....or pretend to appreciate until finish making "use" of me......