Oh man.....not Lan Tao Hua again!

Oh man......why......why again kids nonsense??? haha....

Well maybe now i prefer to laugh over it, then to actually feel sad n vex over it. Cos i m level 50/100 liao!!! haha..... Immature nonsense no longer hurt me (tat much i guess) Well considering this time, 3 fireballs hit me at 1 go.....meaning, 3 guys consectively. Not really their fault i guess......but for all 3 of them, one i love quite alot, another is a lovable di, another is.....lets call it a small rubbish bin tat i grown to care about too. My di is alrite, guess its my jealousy in action. The other I love, guess he is too young to know wat love is, the other.......is simply scandal. So conclusion?

C M I

PS: okok even I took years to know wat love is.


But on the contrary, i do found someone tat is getting on quite well. But he is enlisting soon. Well, i m really philophobic. So, we shall see how it go ya! :)

I really need someone mature. At least to a sense we can share bigger issues in life, then someone tat i have to chase after, feed milk, and change diapers.

But still, wat is utmost important now is my work, my career, soon, my studies and my ambition. I got a dream to fulfill. And god pray i can be on the Lighted path I always dream of as a kid. (Lighted meaning whitelighter, Paladins, still dont get it? Louya la!)

Pls let me stay forcus.......and fulfill my destiny.