Monday, April 18, 2005

Back from weihao bd chalet.....

Chalet was in a way.........boring fun. lol. Get to know more new frens. Eye feast? not really ......but ok la....

Dexie, thks 4 the ride 2 n fro.......but at 5am.....i was still hopping to stay on awhile more.......hmm why? hmm..... ;P

Trying to search for juzzy blog cos he say gonna upload all those scandulous "no-permission" shots he took of us. While chance upon this on nick's n jay's blog.





You Are 26 Years Old



26





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.




Just love all this senseless quiz.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

sad........

Lost a fren today......."ray". Some1 i like alot since long ago. Sad. Why? Cos i really treat him well. But finally....i m still disregarded. Cos i dont comply to his childish demands. Well he is 18. I dont blame him. I have my fair share of teen's immaturity. Its overflowing my capacity. Thus.......my search for 20+ guys.

Is everyone taking me for granted? I know not all of you......i know who are, and who aint. I just keep mum....but sometimes......i only learn my lessons when my extent is reached, my limitaton breached, till i wanna smash the wall....and ask myself why is this happening?
Am i too nice? too frenly? I think i am most of the time.....but i think its time to keep my cool, and be more selfish, think more for myself, keep more, give less. I love frens. But some r just not worth keeping.....

I m sad........very sad. Lesson learnt: No use being nice to anyone who dont appreciate....or pretend to appreciate until finish making "use" of me......